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Today, contrary to what I thought, I got out of a situation in which he thought would be stuck forever, or at least a few years ...
Not that I have gone at all, but at least a part of me was able to close this phase and begin to heal ...
For those who know me well talk about the death of my grandmother, spent nine were completed four months of his death and with it took one of the most important parts of my heart ...
My aunt was married three days ago, four if you count the already started Tuesday, and as in this moment like it or not, the place was the home of my grandmother stopped being to become the home of my aunt and her husband ... It was the natural, logical and knew it was going to happen yet, having to ask permission to enter a house until four days had been an extension of my home was pretty hard.
Today when I did a little reticent, the truth that I really wanted to do was not something I wanted to support, yet I did. I received smiles and kisses and some charged, the atmosphere was the same as ever but the key had changed.
My guys had to go so I told my aunt that was to find some books from my grandmother who wanted to take while I was alone in the house. A few minutes later, approval by, checked the closet, the dresser where my grandmother kept the books. Among the papers found millions of gifts he had made, letters, gifts, a folder of plastic wrapped in cellophane with heavenly flowers, paper rings and many medical studies that belonged to my sister and me.
Seeing all these things, many memories came to my head, I cried a little, I can not deny it, but seeing all these things she had saved over many years, I became aware of the passage of time and which meant the years ....
For those who believe it is a comfort to know that after death we face a God merciful and loving, but my anger blinded me and I refused to accept until this day came eventually and somehow I can accept it happened and accept it as something that hurts, it is true, but it is a fundamental part of life ... I love my grandma
and I do not go a day without thinking about it, but at least all the anger and the pain that drove me to mourn every time I pass through the doorway of her house no longer ...
feel that at least part of me could go on and that makes me happy .... She is with me every second I think about it and that's all that matters now ...